sophisticated mind ♥

Goodbye my love.

2008-08-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

MOVED
Relink please.

When everything is lonely, I can be my own best friend.

2008-07-26T21:53:00.023+08:00

Life has been of a routine everyday- school, home, homework & revision, sleep... and the day repeat itself again. Perhaps a little leisure or slacking would be coming from taking a nap(if i can manage to squeeze in time for it), reading storybook(yes, i just bought another one again from Kinokuniya :D) & lazing around(after studying for some time) during weekend. It's busy, definitely. But it does give me a sense of satisfaction. Cause i know that most of the day has been spent fruitfully, though i would still wish for more time to spend on other things too...

If I could dream at all, it would be about you.

2008-07-20T17:30:00.001+08:00

Sunday (13 July)
So i still went to IMM in the end...

You can lean on me, my love will still remain.

2008-07-12T17:18:00.001+08:00

School has really been quite tiring, but somehow, coffee does worked on me. So i'm able to concentrate more now, which is a super super good thing :D Especially when prelims & O's are getting nearer & nearer each day. And bringing/making 'bento' to school is nice. Quality time spent with the other girlf. too (:

Tuesday (8 July)
Went to Sakura for dinner in celebration of daddy's birthday (7 July) Oh well, my first time there & i think it's pretty good? I did ate alot, but hey, since we've paid the money, might as well eat all you can right (though i'm already so fatttttt) But family gathering like this is great :D

Blood Donation. I know it may sound silly (to some of you) for saying this, but i'm really SUPER SUPER SAD now (i feel like crying actually) Firstly, i handed in my parents consent form, which was actually not supposed to, and had to go through the trouble of calling up my parents again. Then when my veins could be seen after checking, which i happily thought that i could donate blood, i was told that my veins was too small!! But when i went for a second round after pleading for quite some time, my veins was actually suitable for donation. Yet i was still asked to wait for the next time since i was already rejected the first time. Next time = i don't know when. Next year? Or maybe i may just go down to Bloodbank@HSA one fine day for donation. Perhaps in the meantime, i could do some weight lifting or housechores (which i was told by them that these could help the veins to become bigger)

Tvb artistes will be here at IMM tomorrow! Gosh, i'm so tempted to go and have a look, even though there's no Bosco or Raymond. Should i? Or should i not?

等待, 是为了与你相遇.

2008-06-28T23:07:00.019+08:00

I survived through the first week of school! Actually ending lesson at 4pm is quite alright for me, especially when my result really sucks to the max at this point of time. So i really hope that all these would help. But i'm really feeling very tired during lesson time, which i don't know why either. Probably the use of too much brain cells *ahems*. Any solution to this?

Sleep early- definitely a big no-no. There's tons of work & revision to be done everyday. I should already be glad if i'm able to catch a afternoon nap.

Coffee- well, i'm not quite sure of its efficiency on me. I'm just afraid that i won't get to fall asleep at night :x

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Will be catching this with Celine tomorrow. Guess it's gonna be a heart-warming and touching one :D

Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?

2008-06-13T00:36:00.015+08:00

Ahhh, Such a long time since i last updated :x All right, this should be a little short post on my recent happenings.

Firstly, i would like to congratulate myself for being the first person to reach the school (except for the security guards & cleaner) on Monday for physics remedial. 虽然早起的鸟儿有虫吃, but what i did was just sitting down there and stared blankly -.-

Physics remedial was quite alright. Well, at least i did learn something extra afterall. So it's quite useful, i supposed.

Wedding dinner at Fullerton Hotel = yummy food = myself eating alot = satisfaction = gain in weight D:

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Guess i'll be spending quite some money soon. Will be getting a new wallet ($) & maybe lin you jia's album ($), movies ($$) etc.

And yes, speaking about this...

This seems to be nice (;

With the same evanescence, we gaze.

2008-05-29T14:48:00.012+08:00

Wedding dinner at M'sia.

我很喜欢现在和表姐(妹), 表哥(弟)们一起相处的感觉. 不需要时常碰面, 但见面时却依旧可以有说有笑... 这种感觉很好. 但这样的关系能维持多久呢? 长大后的我们还能像现在这样吗? 五年后, 十年后, 甚至是二十年后, 或许驾驶座位已经由我的舅舅变成了我. 或许我们关系也已经不像现在那么好. 又或许我已经不再像现在那么想到那里去, 更别说是在离开时会感到不舍(小时候甚至还会眼眶泛泪)

或许... 或许...

世事或许就是那么难料，所以我们才更应该懂得把握和珍惜现在吧.

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There's currently quite a number of things that i wanna buy (Yes, Great Singapore Sales is here!) But i guess i'm gonna wait till the end of the year, probably when i have gotten my first pay from a job, then i would decide again whether to buy them or not. Perhaps by that time, i would have lose my interest and tada, i can save the money then (:

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Currently on list: Forensic Heroes II

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fail in order to know.

2008-05-16T20:56:00.003+08:00

手里握着答案卷, 外头也正下着倾盆大雨. 我的心情也正是如此. 难过...? 怎么能不难过? 原本以为可以应付的试卷, 成绩却不如预期中来得理想. 而那些其他本来就没有什么信心的试卷, 结果更是差强人意. 任谁拿到我这样的成绩, 都会想吐血吧.

虽然 "不及格" 似乎早已成为了我的家常便饭, 但试问, 谁会不希望能够考到好成绩呢? 但不知怎么的, 脑子里虽然总是这样想着, 但却始终抵不过身体里的 "懒虫". 明明知道考试成绩已经十分不理想, 明明知道在这样下去, 之前所有过的梦想也将真正变的遥不可及, 但却始终没有实际的行动.

但现在的我却真心希望这将会是我最后一次为自己的成绩而感到难过. 接下来一定要努力, 努力, 再努力! 不要再光说不做了! 我不想被别人看扁, 也不想对不起我的家人, 更加不想对不起我自己.

而此时正在阅读这篇文章的你也正为自己的成绩而感到失望难过吗? 那就和我一样, 收拾好自己的心情, 再一起加油努力吧!

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Kevin Cheng 郑嘉颖(left) & Bosco Wong 黄宗泽(right)

This is for both yannong and peiru, just in case in you guys manage to drop by (:

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My mum allows me to attend my cousin's wedding dinner in M'sia on 27 May! /beams. So i guess i won't be going for the extra lesson on that day. Don't miss me, peeps!

And finally, it's the long weekends! :D

Sun shines all around.

2008-05-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

Yes yes, SA1 is finally over! /runs around and scream. I think the papers are such a killer, but why is everyone else finding it manageable!? Gosh, feel so inferior as compared to them D: But result matters... shall be thrown aside first. Gonna enjoy my weekend before i really bang my head on the wall

Here's a little story to share with you guys.

One of the stupidest thing that i've ever done.

The whole thing happened on 26 April 2008, when i happily went to Popular to get my new calculator. But to my horror, i found out that the model i had was not stated in the list from the student booklet. And worst still, i actually threw away my receipt!

Luckily that i've always been a nice and kind person, which explains why that i'm still lucky enough to be able to change my calculator for another model under the help of the staff as they printed out another receipt from the computer.

Million of thanks to the staff who have helped me. Oh, and yannong too.

So, moral of the story is: do not throw away your receipt immediately (except for cases when you may be only purchasing a pen) and always check carefully before you buy anything.

I cannot believe this is the second time that such thing is happening to me :/

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Miura Haruma & Aragaki Yui

Oguri Shun. For silly celine (:

Currently catching 最美丽的第七天 (The Seventh Day), with my favourite Bosco Wong and Niki Chow acting in it :D

不管过了多久, 我们的天空, 始终是相连着的吧?

2008-04-19T22:02:00.006+08:00

Sweet sixteen; take a walk in the alley of yesterday.

2008-04-10T18:38:00.013+08:00

Special thanks to: Meijuan, Tianzhu, Beatrice, Celine, Yannong, Joshua, Cynthia, Janice, Zhiting, Priscilla, Rongxiang, Maxin, Huimin, Darren, Shaojun, Choonyan, Martiani, Shuangyu, Jingyi, Atiqah, Amalina, Ning, Yanjing, Peiru, Narita, Cindy, Gary, Mun Kit, Meng Meng, Quek Qi, Wenting, Cousin and my family members for all the presents, letters, greetings & whole of 4E1 for the birthday song (♥)

30 march'08
Photos taken after co concert.

Please pardon for my stupid face :x

2 april'08
Sports day. Nothing much, just sitting around.

Yannong the love had bought me Rilakkuma Pocky Stick! Super cute right (i mean the biscuit :D)

~~(fat ass)~~ Sis had also came back from China after 1 month plus.

Yes, that's the presents that she had bought for me. There's Conan vcd -.-, bag, notebook etc. But the one that i like the most is...

The snoopy watch (!!) I can't bear to wear it, but it would be a waste if i dont D:

And my personal stamp. Look like those that the emperors used right (;

This is the super duper nice tea, i like (♥) There's even jelly inside :D

4-6 april'08

Went to M'sia for sweeping the graves. Definitely a nice trip, with interesting chats with cousins and relatives (: We even celebrate my birthday in advanced with pink cocktail and sushi. Lol.

Gonna treat girlf. for a meal tomorrow. I'm such a nice person right. /nods head.

Left so empty.

2008-03-29T21:58:00.007+08:00

Monday

My first time ever for being getting my whole self wet due to the heavy rain.
My first time ever for being splashed by water due to passing cars.
My first time ever for being drying my shoes using the fan.

Another matter that happened in the afternoon had already made my day goes bad, and now it's even worst.

AM I THAT SUAY!?

So the lesson learnt: not only to bring an umbrella, but a big one (which is provided that you're able to predict a heavy rain is approaching)

But on a happier note, i actually aced my physics test! And yes, i do like praises and applause at times :D

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Went to Suntec City for Yang Zong Wei's autograph session. Nice voice, i must said. And we were lucky to be at the front part of the queue, so it's quite a clear view actually.

Next stop: IMM. I realised that i'm such a "easily-tempted" type of person, especially when i'm bringing more cash with me. And when you're in Daiso, everything just seems to be worth buying ._. I just couldn't resist from those cute little stuff (!!)

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It's Co Concert tomorrow! Hope that everything will goes well as things hasn't being quite smoothly for me on Thursday's practice :/

恋空

2008-03-21T19:26:00.013+08:00

Finally watched Koizora. Nice, i like (♥) And both leads are cute :D I have always prefer those love story that have a memorable ending (though i would still feel sad and pity for not being able to get together) rather than just those "happily ever after" type.

But tudou.com is loading so slow that i only managed to finish watching it at 3am -.-

And now i'm so tempted to buy the book. But shall see to it first. Probably after i've finish watching 1 litre of tears.

When the sky is clear, it means you're happy.
When it's raining, it means you're crying.
When it's sunset, it means you're embarassed.
And when night comes, it means you're holding me close.

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First week of school, nothing much though. Ah, changing of seating arrangement. So i'm now seated at the corner side and ended up not being able to see the clock again (!!) But well, at least it's fair since everyone should get a chance to sit in the center.

.... I have forgotten what i wanna write about. zzz.

Happy Birthday to Ma Xin (:

For everything i'm not, you are.

2008-03-12T20:18:00.010+08:00

AM SUPER HAPPY :D

Cause yours truly finally bought <<一公升眼泪>> at Kinokuniya after searching high and low for it.

亚也的文字里没有华丽夸张的词藻, 却能让读者强烈感受到无形却最基本的渴望- “我想活下去”. 原来活着, 就是一件最快乐的事.

Gonna spend my holidays fruitfully by reading it + doing homework + revision (which i hope i will be able to do so cause by the rate that i'm going now, i doubt i can complete alot :/)

No more fooling around for me please!

现在，我只希望你可以还我一个笑容.

2008-03-08T21:58:00.006+08:00

Cross Country (07 march'08)

原来看似铁石心肠的人，却会在你伤心难过时变得格外体贴温柔。或许平时会常受到他们的欺负或嘲笑，但当你需要帮忙时，他们却义不容辞，第一个伸出援手。当他的坚持令他拿着水杯2个小时，当他说出“因为我们是朋友，所以才会和你开玩笑，但你知道我们并没有恶意。如果你真的不喜欢，你可以告诉我们。我们也不会不理你。”的字眼时，我确实感到十分感动。“口硬心软”所指的就是这个意思吧。而这份情和义却也同时是我十分欣赏的。

Happy advance birthday to Beatrice! (:

Sometimes love slips away, & you just can't get it back.

2008-03-01T21:44:00.015+08:00

IT'S MARCHHHHHH~ Time really flies. So we are now another month closer to O'levels :O

Common Test results are back. As expected, Physics is really ..... (!!) But aha, i finally passed my Maths and Chemistry! Hohoho. And SA 2 is gonna starts on 28 April, i think? Gosh, it's so fast! /pull hairs

Yup, March Holidays will be here real soon (: Hope that we do not need to go back to school, or at least not all 5 days. I really want to go to M'sia for a break.

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It's the 1 year anniversary to leiquitre.bs! But i only have a total of 41 posts. Lol. This goes to show the lack of updates in my blog ._.

And i went to JE Popular yesterday, hoping to find "1 litre of tears". But the staff told me that they don't seems to have it D: Does anyone know where it sells? Do tell me ok. Ty.

You tried to fit, to fit me in the perfect box.

2008-02-22T20:04:00.016+08:00

So the hottest news that you wouldn't have missed would definitely be the press conference held by Edison Chen yesterday afternoon.

He admitted that most of photos that were being circulated were taken by him and would be stepping out of Hong Kong entertainment industry, hoping that it would put a stop to the whole matter.

It's quite a pity actually. I mean, he's really a young and handsome guy (though his mouth looks weird whenever he smile), definitely the qualities needed to be an artist. But taking all those photos... a conservative kind of person like me really cannot take it D:

Anyway, i really like the way when he speaks English. Those accent all that sounds nice.

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Common test is over! But i'm really gonna expect bad results, especially when MsL said that there's only 2 passes for English :O One look at me and you would know that i'm definitely not those English-pro person :/

I can't imagine what i would get for my Science.

As for Humanities... i just ask for a pass lah.

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Ahhhhhhh, my new favourite (♥) Yes, i know i should have stay faithful to Raymond Lam, but he's simply adorable. So please pardon me for my fickleness. Hehe.

生命中不能承受的轻

2008-02-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

There are so many things which i feel like writing about everyday. But when i wanted to post about it, poof! I just couldn't remember much -.-

All right, bad news first. I was scolded by both Shen lao shi and Huang lao shi during co practice. Yet on a happier note, i wasn't feeling angry about it at all. I mean, i used to think that they're really being unreasonable whenever they scold me. But definitely not this time round. So i guess it was something that's worth mentioning? At least there's some improvement shown right. (not for my result though. /bangs the wall)

或许很多事情习惯了, 看开了, 也就没什么了吧.
I would have cried a river for the same situation in the past. Perhaps i'm really immune to all these things, which i supposed that it's a good thing?

Or maybe all these scolding all really nothing as compared to what L_ did? I find it really ridiculous lah. She actually asked us to contribute money just to buy the "财神" costume which will probably be worn for only once!? That's so nonsense! Arghhhhhh.

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As Chinese New Year is approaching, there are many many things which i really want to do:

Have steamboat (i've been waiting for this day!)

Gathering with Ycxxxfzz/girlf.

Just to have a good rest

These 3 are the must-watch movies! (which i hope i'll be able to and not just say-but-no-actions-done again)

ps. I realised that i can really resist temptation! I didn't play the com or take afternoon nap for 4 days! But definitely not when it comes to food :x

太多思绪剪不断

2008-01-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

So i got an A1 for my O'level Chinese, but now i'm kind of stuck in the middle of whether to continue studying hcl or not. Please don't come and tell me that i should have confidence in myself and if i work hard, i'll definitely be able to get into JC. No, i've never thought of going to JC and probably i won't be able too. It's too challenging for me.

Yet my English result and the thought of wasting the money buying for all those assessment books and stuff is really !&@#!%^$@. Making me so indecisive. Urgh.

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My new addiction!
Isn't it cute? :D

努力着我可以

2008-01-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

I really envy people like Yuvaraj, who's really good in speaking & presentation. Plus, i always see him as someone who's really confident of himself- that's something which i'm lack of. Once they are up there, they can keep going on and on, regardless of what topics they're talking about. And they always get good responses from the other classmates or teachers. Whereas for me, my hand will start shaking, my heart will beat alot more faster and worst still, i tend to stutter.

Gosh, I really hope that i will be able improve on this. Or else, i'll be dead for my oral and class presentation :/

Useful methods, anyone?

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All right, so the cut off point for the creative media design course that i'm interested in is 14 points. Gonna work very very hard for it. Go go go!

Maybe i should really change my routine....?

今天的天气很晴朗，我的心情也一样 (:

I'm stretching, but you're just out of reach.

2008-01-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

Life nowadays are all filled with super heavy workloads, projects, tests etc... Honestly, i'm a person who really needs long hours of sleep. So how am i able to survive through these kind of hectic and tiring days when it is only the first week for proper lessons and yet i'm already feeling really tired everyday? But i really hope to achieve good grades, especially after the visit to SP. The courses seems interesting to me, yet they definitely requires a maximum of 17points or even lesser. With the results that i'm having right now, where can i go?

It's the first time that i'm spending so many hours studying the subject right till 12plus going 1am, hoping that i'll be able to score well, or at least, a pass. But i still can't make it for A maths. W-H-Y?

Am super sad )':

Love isn't love if you can’t let go of it. So give it wings and let it go, if it's meant to be it will fly right back to you.

2008-01-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

First week of school was nice, with lots of activites and workshop going on.

Wednesday 020108,
School was crowded with the sec one, standing around and looking so lost. Though i may just look like one of them when i was in my sec one too. Lol. Next was assembly which was really long... and bored. Afterall, we've been listening to it for almost 3 to 4 years, which the content are almost same. Zzz.

Then proceed on to NE Quiz, but i dont know why my com just suddenly black out. So shared with Christina and all thanks to her, i was awarded the expert builder as well :D It's real one ok!

Bus-ed to Swensens at Suntec. Was actually quite full after finishing the soup, but since we've already paid for it, of course i couldn't have waste the money & food away by not eating the main dish right? /nods head

Thursday 030108,
Bowling at Safre Mount Faber. 我知道我不是打保龄球的料 -.- I was scoring so damn low, at around 30 to 40 plus whereas the others are scoring 100 plus, which was really :O

Then again, bus-ed to vivo city and took another bus home.

Friday 040108,
Career work fair. It was great! The trainers are really humourous & interesting. I like (:

Then went back home and slept for an hour. Prepared and off to meet girlf. before proceeding to Esplanade.

Beauty World was good, so much better than what i've expected. It was presented in an interesting way with songs and dance which are really ♥

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All right, tomorrow shall be Amaths, Amaths and more Amaths at Celine's house ._.

Love is in the air.

2008-01-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

Bye 2007.
Hello 2008.

Here's my new year resolutions:

Score well for my O'levels

Being able to pay full attention during lesson

Study hard & not be so lazy

To do well in my study as well as cca

Myself, family and friends to stay happy and healthy always

Hope that 2008 will be a smooth year for everyone out there (:

Lastly, Happy New Year!

♥

2007-12-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

Merry belated Christmas! :D
Just came back from M'sia (Kuala Lumpur & Seremban) on Tuesday. Went there for my cousin's wedding dinner. I was planning to eat alot (since it was paid) but the dinner starts only at 9. So i was eating peanuts while waiting and ended up i'm already full by the end of the second dish! Grrrrr.

And aha, forget about whatever diet. I just can't stop eating D:

Photos with all my cousins:

Do we look alike?

With our uncle.

My twins cousins. We are yesterday, today & 2moro.
They are still lil kiddos when i last saw them and yet, they are growing so tall now :O

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天下无不散之宴席，但仍希望我们的友情能持续下去...

这首歌送给你:
Goodbye My love 我的爱人再见
Goodbye My love 从此和你分离
我会永远永远爱你在心里
希望你不要把我忘记

我的爱我相信总有一天能再见
再见啦我的爱人

♥

2007-12-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

Yo, I'm Home!
miss me babe? :D

Thursday 131207,

Hello Guangzhou!

The weather was rather alright, sunny yet cooling. Went for lunch after landing and proceed on to the hotel.

The place where we had our lunch (: Yes, i know i'm fat but the meals that we had over there are really great. So... i can't resist the temptation yea. Ahhhhhh, FAT FAT FAT~

Next is SHOPPINGGGGG.

This place is definitely much better and nicer than what i've expected. But it was crowded with lotsa people.

爱群大酒店. The hotel that we stayed during the first, second and last day.

Friday 141207,
Breakfast was at revolving restaurant, together with my favourite dim sum :D

Thumbs up! And the yellow thingy is made by pumpkin . It's really yummy~

Then we went to 陈家祠.

We also tried 烤番薯 and 碗仔糕.

Afterwards was shopping at 北京街. Lunch-ed and continue with our shopping spree. And the takoyaki sold over there cost only like 6 for S$1. A bottle of drink also cost less than S$1. Super cheap, right?

So we shopped for around 9 hours plus before heading back to the hotel and went for dinner.

Saturday 151207,
Had a long journey for 3-4 hours before reaching 阳春.

OUT TO THE SEA!
It was a good experience which you don't really get to in S'pore. It definitely enjoyable though the sea breeze is really very strong & cold and i'm losing my balance almost all the time while standing up.

Please pardon me for the messy hairstyle. But you can imagine how strong the wind is.

For your information, i'm sitting on this when we were on the boat. So my long leg (ahem ahem) is super tiring. And my butt too.

Beautiful sunset.

Therefor, after catching so many fishes and prawns, our dinner is...

Hotel for the third day.

Sunday 161207,
Again, a long journey of around 1 hours plus to 广东省.

龙王岩

Monday 171207,
Nothing much happened. Just that my lotion was kna-ed confiscated cause it's 200ml and i've forgotten to put it in my luggage~!! zzz. T.T

So that's about it. I've really enjoyed myself and am looking forward to the coming M'sia trip too :D Till then!

Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle; rather a great reminder of just how strong true love can be.

2007-12-11T13:18:00.000+08:00

Yu Gan- Zhou Ding Wei

Last post before i fly off to China (:

Hey Cynthia! Thanks for the present and letter that you've given me. Really appreciate it :D Jiayou in CO. 我相信你可以的!

ps. Get well soon and take care.

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有时候我真的很恨我自己
到底还在执著些什么？
不被珍惜的友情，早就该放手了
不是吗？

Bye Bye.

Tonight I'd rather be in love.

2007-12-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

星光帮

周定纬

潘裕文

许仁杰

林宥嘉

And if I open my heart again, you know I'll be there for you in the end.

2007-11-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

I'm back!
I apologized for not updating for so many days. But that's because i've actually been busily going for co, doing my ispl(s) and watching tv. Plus, there isn't really any interesting things happening around, so whatcha expect?

Tuesday,
Shopping trip with mum and dad at Orchard. Went to OG and Tangs. And since we've got the voucher and it's gonna exceed soon, so we used it & bought quite a number of stuffs (; Dinner at Mayim. It's my first time there, so please pardon me for my sua ku-ness. Well, the food's nice and satisfying since it can fill my stomach though it seems to be in a small amount.

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Will be flying off to China in around 1-2 weeks time. Yes, am excited about it. But that also spells the ending of school holidays, which also means the starting of my sec 4's life. Noooooooooooo.

p.s I received a strange call yesterday. The person even asked whether we could be friend -.- But too bad, i hung up his call while i was crying badly when watching 'One Million Star'.

♥

2007-11-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

(:

Co camp was great! -minus the sectional practice.
First day; Had the ice-breaker game. Really very sorry to those who were in my group. I really didn't know that all of 'em are waiting for me ): But the cheer that they had came up with was good{凉风我们来了... /claps}
I also like the jump cheer that Cynthia taught (: {but i couldn't catch with the rhythmn most of the time -.-}

Ultimate Frisbee's fun (: Flick flick + 各位老师各位同学. LOL. Inside joke (;

Dinner's excellent. Yums. Like... what more should you expect when you already have spaghetti, french fries, drinks, dessert etc during camp.
Next was music appreciation workshop. It's was quite okay? Since we get to enjoy Jay Chou's songs at the same time (: Nightwalk; i seriously think everybody really spoilt the atmosphere lor D:

Second day; Morning exercise: captain's ball. Was kna-ed thrashed by Joshua's group! But we managed to score for frisbee okay. Even though we still lost to his group afterall. Urghh.
Umm, station games at night was quite alright. Some groups were really... speechless while others were :O super enthu. Mass game: Longest line + balloon stepping is (:
Combined practice for both days were fun. We were actually talking nonsense all the while. Lol.

Had meeting from 12+ till 1am. Almost everyone is half-asleep. Supaaaaaaaa tired.

Last day; Breakfast. Combined practice. Debrief and Prize presentation. Tadaaa~ Group 1 got the Best Team Spirit Award! Hohoho.

And finally, home sweet home.

Was really glad that i went for the camp, or else i would have missed out alot of fun. Planning for a camp is definitely not something as easy as what it seems to be. For example, many considerations have to be gone through even when you're just planning for the usage of washrooms for each group. Amendments would also have to be made again and again. But of course, this does not only apply to planning for something, but also everything that we do in our daily life. It was indeed a great lesson learnt (:

You have to keep breathing because tomorrow, the sun will rise & you never know what the tide will bring.

2007-10-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

Though it's 26Oct, it's still not the last day of school for the sec 3 ): Will still have to go back for extra lesson with normal timetable, which means that i'll still have to wake up at 6am for the next two weeks. And what's more, co camp will be on the coming Friday till Sunday, and there's still lesson on the following Monday. So how am i going to do my homework? (which i suppose that there should be) and it's definitely not enough to replenish my energy through sleeping!

Busy busy busy! But for the sake of scoring well for the o'levels that's coming in less than a year time, i ~~will try to~~ must survive through!

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2007 hasn't been a really good one. And sec 3's life is definitely not as smoothly, or rather, as easy as what i think it would have been. Of course, the biggest problem that i'm having right now is my super bad result.

But no matter what, it's no use crying over it anymore. Life still goes on. What's more important now would be preparing myself for the coming o'levels. And yes, i'm still working towards the goal of becoming a doctor, or at least i hope, a nurse (;

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So i was scolded by my chinese teacher for not attending her various oh-so-wonderful workshops that she has always ask us {but in the actual fact, i DID attended the others before!} She actually said that “每次叫你去你都不要去。高级华文的学生哪里可以这样。你什么都不要去，等一下我不给你读高级华文！” Well, i do agree that these workshops does help us in one way or another. But c'mon, i don't believe that just by attending all these could really help us that much. If it's really so, then i dont see the need in coming to school and listen to all her blabbering since it can ensure us an A anyway.

If she really wants to kick me out of hcl, then by all means! It's not as though the thought of dropping hcl didn't came across my mind at all. And i can still survive without it ok.

And i'm also going to kick that super duper ultra biased + unreasonable + pervert sissy huang to the moon!

I had enough of his nonsense! I do agree with Celine that the school doesn't pay him to come here to talk & wasting other people's time. Sickening old man.

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Anyway,
Happy advanced birthday to Fatin dar! :D

When I found you, I felt as if my heart found its destination.

2007-10-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

So i stood down there and waited for an hour plus at ICA, but ended up not being able to collect my passport and reached home at almost 6 >:(

Therefore, i would need to go again on Friday.

It might seem like a dream but it's real to me.

2007-10-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

Yup, that's exactly what i'm feeling now. Shuang. Happy. Free. Cause Sa2 is finally over! Guess alot of my brain cells should be dead by now. But still, it doesn't affect me from enjoying myself before the release of result.

Xin Bu Liao Qing- Wan Fang

And now i'm starting to like some old songs. Especially the one above. I find the lyrics to be meaningful. Of course, comparing to those music that we have nowadays, example like rap (which i usually don't understand what they are mumbling about), hip hop (yo! yo! yo! c'mon xie xin family :D) or etc, old songs are definitely much better. Nevertheless, i would still listen to it lah.

My parents finally decided to subscribe scv channel 55! Omg, now i saw many hk series waving at me

Ciao.

I need your love to hold me up when it's all too much to bear.

2007-09-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

will be back after sa2.

Happy Birthday Mummy!

Inside I'm screaming I love you.

2007-09-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Yannong!

Mugging session with Celine at Mac = rather productive

Recently, i've been watching some series regarding doctors, such as The Last Breakthrough {rewatch} and Healing Hands III. And again, it reminds me of my ambition of being a doctor since young {of course with exceptional of lawyers, pilot in between here and then} and i really hope that i'll be able to fulfill it. But with my current result, a ordinary OL would already be satisfying for me. Maybe it's not a must for doctor, but probably somewhere along that line? A counsellor or nurse seems not bad too.

I seriously hope that realising it now will not be too late

7 Sept'07
Was planning to have a birthday surprise for Yannong, but it seems to be a little screwed up. She doesn't seems surprised actually -.- Then chit-chatted for awhile and went to Causeway for lunch. Walked around but still couldn't any satisfying {which eventually means nice + cheap} shorts.

Gotten this sakura flower from the Uzumaki Ice-cream{sakura flavour} that Yannong treat us. Thanks girl

And sister bought{or not?} donuts a few days ago. Yums

Love needs no map, for it can find its way blindfolded.

2007-08-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

ALOHA :D Celebration of Teachers' Day + Aces Day. Handball is really rofl loh. Ours is definitely the most hilarious, entertaining competition that i have ever seen or participated in. {others seems to be so rough. eeew.} Lol. We managed to win with a score of 8-1. Credits goes to the others cause i was just basically doing nothing over there.

Train-ed to Admiralty to meet up with primary school friends. And they kept making fun of my height. So bad right! But still, it's nice to meet up with friends occasionally. Then headed to City Hall to meet Mdm Tan as she has just resigned recently. Had a nice chat with her. Short and sweet{?} Hahas. Was really glad that we still managed to keep in contact afterall.

Overall, today is

♥

2007-08-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

10 Weird Habits or Little Known Facts About Me.
1. I don't use blanket no matter how cold i am. Cause i'll just kick them away. Lol.
2. I love to go out during morning, at around 7am-9am.
3. I dont like to take photos. (except for special occasions)
4. I used to be consider as TALL when i was in lower primary. -ahems
5. I loved Kindaichi :D And had collected quite a number of it.
6. I used to find my name sounds awful.
7. I prefer to be alone at times (;
8. I used to fall asleep whenever i'm in a car.
9. I don't eat chilli when i was young.
10. I would like to try how it feels like to be a male.

Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose SIX people to be tagged and list their names.NO TAG BACKS.

- anyone (:

There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.

2007-08-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

It's Friday!
A New Blogskin!
{i know i was being fickle-minded for changing my blogskin all the times. But hey, i'm really quite satisfied with this now. So shouldn't being changing it again for the time being, or at least wait till i find another one that i like }

School was kinda alright with double periods of maths, social studies, chemistry and the forever-so-bored hcl lessons

Got the score for the new song- wu ding. Drum set is the . Not very sure whether it's difficult or not as being an idiotic person towards music, i don't really know how to read the scores. They just looks like bean sprouts to me. Lol. But i think our conductor is still considering whether to hire a professional one to play the drum, remain as what it is now{as two people playing it} or any other ways. But i just hope we can get to use the whole drum set this time round

I was a razor & you were a straight line.

2007-08-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

♥

2007-08-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE!

能遇见你已经是不可思议了...

2007-08-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

Caught "Secret" with girlf. at cwp. I would give it a rating of 4.5 out of 5. The storyline is good. The actors/actresses are definitely thumbs up; with Jay Chou, the eye candy (but i'm not really one of his fans) who appears to be funny and sweet at times. Kwai Lun-Mei, whom i personally think is pretty & Anthony Wong. What surprised us the most would be the twist in the whole story. Really unexpected.

The loss of 0.5 is due to the ending. It seems that Anthony Wong was going to have a heart attack when he was running towards the school building, but tada~ it just ended without mentioning it any furthur. And honestly, i was kind of troubled by it

But still, it's definitely worth watching

能遇见你
已经是不可思议了...

Love does not recognize time. Love is waiting for that special person even if it takes forever.

2007-08-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words, so i shall let it do the talking

metaphorsis- 280707

with mrs ruth tan

with ms yee

with alan

with shao

with wenting

handing over ceremony- 020807

with peiqi

this was taken with cynthia when we went for the keat hong concert on 220707.

Night!

I've always wondered if my life would have been better if I hadn’t met you, but then I think of what my life would have been like if I hadn’t.

2007-07-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

The above picture would describe my current feeling. Today's rehearsal was bad! I made alottttttt of mistakes. And probably Saturday the 14 would be a much more unlucky/bad day for me

Firstly, i forgot to bring my cymbal, which is a big no-no because i was supposed to check clearly for the instruments before we left. Secondly, i was kind of "scolded" by shen lao shi for some matters. Then, i made many mistakes in all the 3 songs during the rehearsal. And lastly, things still get messed up despite the planning that we had before hand. Was feeling quite lost at that time.

I love to go out during the morning. The scene, the atmosphere, the air just seems nice. But definitely not during the early 5, 6am, but the 7-8 am. Part of the reason was also because the bus is not that packed as compared to the normal school hours during the weekdays

Love is nothing but just a word until someone you meet gives it a proper meaning.

2007-07-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy :D

Happy Live Earth Day too.

直到我能这样微笑着说话为止我最少需要一公升的眼泪

2007-06-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

No more studying session with silly tomorrow ): But i'm left with so many blanks for ISPL. Silly, must teach me when school reopen huh.

Finally finished watch 1 litre of tears sp. Satisfaction Most of the parts were actually recaps of the series, together with new scene of Asou & Ako in between + Aya towards the end of it. I would said that it's quite touching, not only because it's a recap, but also to know that Aya has always been living in her family and Asou's heart even though she's no longer around. Understand, or not? Oh well, that feeling is just... indescribable.

Just a nice picture of Nikshikido Ryo(Asou Haruto) that i came across with :D

My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's surprising how often they head in your direction.

2007-06-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

D: Wo yao kuai le is killing me Celineeeee~ ask ur ahem(hilary's dieeeee) to teach me Hahas. Feel like getting a drum set. But nope, i still prefer to learn violin, my all times favourite.

And fat ass sis is finally back from Finland

(Click to enlarge)

Snoopy brand lipgloss + braclet

I wanna go overseas too. Probably HongKong or Japan? Disneyland♥ Mummy promised to let me tag along if cousins are going overseas during Dec hols :D /pray hard

I've kept the best parts of us & played them in my mind.

2007-06-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

Sentosa trip with cousins and their cousins on Wed. It was nice, but tiring at the same time. The trip kinda different as compared to the time i went with Ycxxxfzz as it's rather an exploring + sight-seeing one. But still, i did enjoyed myself.

Had a chance to sit for the skytower and viewing of water fountain. Was actually planning to go to the dolphins logoon and underwater world as well, yet the ticket fees were so damn expensive. So changed our plan to watch the animals instead, and the birds were scaring the hell of me as they were flying just a few centimetres above our head during the show from one side to another. We even get a chance to touch this super ultra big lizard. The feel was... digusting? Ohwell, the fear of it attacking me was fully occupying my head Hahas. And we saw Shawn Lee over there too.

Then went for a steamboat buffet the next day. Yummy Next was to AMK Hub. Shopped around and saw Kym Ng filming for some variety show. That area was really crowded with lotsa people. So of course, with my height, i could only catch a glimpse of it.

Lastly, i would really like to thanks my uncle and aunt for paying all the expenses during these two days Imagine paying for 7-8 people in total, together with the fact that things in s'pore are not cheap at all, it's really not a small amount.

Now i shall end this post with this cute doggie + my cousin's cousin.

And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me.

2007-05-20T11:50:00.000+08:00

I Passed My Emaths :D (but failed my Amaths) I know that the paper was quite easy this time round, but hey, passing maths is just so-not-easy for me! It's would be a miracle for me to pass even if it was meant to be a easy paper and so, i'm gay Others subjects are either borderline marks or Bs. Next target would be passing all my subjects (All right, i know it doesn't sound ambitious )

Ciaoo!

A pale smile struggles behind tears.

2007-05-14T04:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day!

Did the DISC filing programme on Friday. I think it's quite accurate loh, although some points are not (since girlf. insisted that it's not ) And we also had the drawing session? Well, i dont know what that's called, but it's nice too (:

Ohh, my computer is fixed!
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Hey hey, Beatrice! Since i dont really know what happened, so i'm not in the position to say anything but still, wanna ask you to cheer up

Maybe part of loving was learning to let go.

2007-05-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

TimSum+IcedMilo=Yummy Breakfast :D
Had siew mai, fried prawn dumpling, char siew chang fen and more. Nice. Dont be jealous, silly.

Should be getting back english papers tomorrow. Gosh, i'm hoping for a pass would be good enough. i dont even know how to survive through my sec 3 life, not even mentioning that i'm taking O'levels next year. /bangs the wall. And co will be starting tomorrow. Wth. I NEED A BREAKKKKKK!

Urgh, my computer just kept on hanging. I had a hard time posting this

If love is music in its purest form, then you are the notes on the page and the melody in my heart.

2007-05-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

Went to JEC Open Plaza to watch Tank. But no photos were taken cause i was actually standing quite a distance away from the stage (but still can be clearly seen from eyes), and my intention was to listen to his 'live' singing. It's nice. Fei Ni Mo Shu & Zhuan Shu Tian Shi (:

There's like so many TVB series that i wanna watch now. Forensic Heroes, Lethal Weapons of Love and Passion, Under The Canopy Of Love (re-watch), The Gentle Crackdown, The Most Beautiful Seventh Day (should be not out yet), A Pillow Case of Mystery and movies such as 1 Litre Of Tears and Happy Birthday ♥

Plus, will be updating more often since exams are almost over now.

Your love is the sweetest sin.

2007-04-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

will be back in 1-2 weeks time, after SA :D

My world is little nicer because i share it with you.

2007-04-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

from silly celine (: thnks ♥

If you chose to walk away, I'd still be right here waiting.

2007-04-11T21:07:00.001+08:00

Special Thanks To:
Baoying, Celine, Yannong, Beatrice, Tianzhu, Wenting, Hilary, Simraan, Shaojun, Meijuan, Kaixian, Daphne, Shermin, Larry, Sean, Yunqi, Brenda & my family members... etc for the presents and greetings :D

Happy belated birthday to Yu Hsuan too (:

Would you believe me if I told you that fairytales come true when I'm with you?

2007-03-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

Went for chem practical on Wed, and i found tiltration to be fun! Despite the fact that i overshoot for both times -.-

Syf will be coming in 3 days time. I'm really really very nervous about it. And no, i dont want to wear that ugly costume. Imagine a whole group of people wearing bright red clothes, just like this:

freaking ugly right :/

I also find that praying really helps at time. Last night, i was praying hard that i wont be playing the wrong rhythm today. And indeed, i didnt get any scolding from instructor :D But this doesnt apply to exam, especially for maths. Well, i know it's kind of stupid to actually believe that i can score well just by praying whereby i did not study hard myself. But..it's better to believe than to be sorry right. So, who knows?

My heart beat to the sound of your voice.

2007-03-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Ycxxxfzz Gathering <3

Trained down to Harbour Front, and saw this super duper cute girl on the way to Outram Park.

Had our lunch at Yoshinoya at Vivo.Then went to take the monorail to Sentosa :D Wanted to take the cable car at first, but the queue was long. Next time then, Celine! Hahas.

Reached, and set off to the Pawalan Beach. FUN(: had our photo-taking session, playing with sand and seawater and gossiping. But Beatrice they all were nice for not pulling me down to the water due to the fact that i did not bring any extra clothes. All right, say that i've no common sense :/ Anyway, saw Shyna and friends too. HAPPY B'DAY SHYNA! (:

Next was to Siloso Beach for cycling. Omg, it's the worst cycling experience that i ever had. Was screaming my lungs off okay. And was so so sorry to implicate Celine. Sorry Celine. Shall give you a kiss as compensation if you dont mind. LOL.

Then cleaned ourselves up at around 7 plus and bus-ed back with Frog and others. Was joking and laughing around with their lame jokes throughout the journey -.-

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And lastly, i shall end this post with my new chinese blog here

Summertime brought me back to thinking you were mine all those times.

2007-03-12T06:00:00.000+08:00

taken at mr foo's house during CNY visit.

Woohoo. Holidays are finally here. But of course, there's still tons and tons of homework waiting to be done. Hope to finish them by Thurs, so that i can enjoy myself for the next few days, screaming and running around.

Nah, just joking. Gonna buck up for my result too, especially maths, my worst subject ever. Hence, Sunday should now be reserved for tution with my fatass sis and also, sleeping :D

And i received a total of RM91 for my ang pao this year. Though it's not alot, but it should allows me to buy more things during my next visit to M'sia, which is probably during June? Hmm, not sure.